Struggling

I feel like I'm not doing anything. I am definitely doing plenty of things; classes, work, and homework keep me pretty busy, but I am not doing anything for others, and I hate that. I feel like I am living a selfish and unproductive life. I know I'm supposed to be in school right now and that God wants me here at Warren Wilson, but I am growing restless with my life and frustrated that I am not serving others enough. I am extremely blessed to be here, and in my short time here I've already learned way more about the inequalities in this world than I would have at any other school, but the more I learn the more I want to go now and do something, and the more I am impressed with how little I can actually do, that no matter what I do millions of people are still going to die from starvation, lack of clean water, and inexcusably preventable diseases, and I am really struggling with all of this. I feel like I am a part of the problem.